on stage with the mic in my hand,

the booing from the crowd, yet in this motion i stand.

the thing is they dont see my intentions,

i am bringing the message like a plane that land

as the stage becomes like  a pulpit sweat pouring from my glands,

this girl in the front row captured my attention,

hyped from the music from me and the band

maybe ill holla afterwards if she isnt with her man

here are tickets to my next show you dont have to pay admission

the next stop is italy,

and she is down for the trip

she feeling me lyrically

now she down with the click.

do the fans fade away?

like married couples do

or stay loyal

or move on

what happens to a big game deferred?

like professional athletes being traded

or does the federation get hated?

like married couples do

when a win seems so far away does the hope of the fans turn to grey

does the general manager lose his job?

what happens to a big game deferred?

the loss of a lot of dinero

or does the owner lose his head?

like married couples do?

or does the team take the win?

or does the team take the loss?

what happens to a big game deferred?

like married couples do

born as a young intelligent boy

his uncle that spends twenty to life behind the bars

his uncle depressed and in pain

the long talks on the phone with his uncle

always asking when you get out

the uncle in his cell waiting to get out

my uncle taught me right when i was born into this world

when i was born i always told him i will always love you no matter what uncle

he always told his nephew enjoy the days as a boy

because when you grow up to be an adult you will have some days in pain

and my day is coming where i will no longer be behind these bars

there is always a day i ask myself when will i be in front of the bars

my family cant wait until i get out

because i dont think i can overcome this pain

i sometimes wish i never was born into this world

because my mom and dad always told me i was bad as a little boy

now i am behind bars and i am that uncle

i have responsibilities because i am now an uncle

the funny thing is that i am the only uncle behind bars

nephew enjoy the days as a boy

i will soon be out

i yet wish i wasnt born into this world

not a day passes where i am not in pain

it is too much pain

time flies because i am an uncle

behind bars i think no one cares in this world

i got to get from behind these bars

i am praying daily to allah so he can let me out

my nephew knows i was a young bad boy

i am proud of my nephew he is a good young boy

my nephew in pain because his uncle is in much pain

will i ever get out?

i am that uncle

behind these bars

i was born as a bad kid in this world

my nephew is still a BOY i am still his UNCLE

in PAIN behind these BARS

i still wish i was OUT of this WORLD

through many sleepless nites.

through headache and pain.

through frustration from car problems. 

through many sleepless nites.

through mourning from attended funerals.

through frustration from car problems.

through oversleeping.

through mourning from attended funerals.

through losing long time friends.

through oversleeping.

through going to bed with no food.

through losing long time friends.

through loans being taking out.

through going to bed with no food.

through all i still achieve.

as barren as knotts berry farm

as hungry as a cat

as fragile as six flags magic mountain

as arrogant as park

as tentative as the beach

as pliant as the lawn

as eloquent as gun

as reliable as pencil

as restless as silver

as confining as church

as pale as denim

nor shoes and cars,stars that run

down on earth, the world

is a disaster

the religious leader we,

call pastor, the world

comes to an end much

faster, hard to believe thee

angles pass to look

at the disaster

a good life and you will go

too heaven and see master

scared of getting bitten by a hammerhead

scared of getting a phone call in the middle of the night

scared of walking in darkness

scared of waking up late

scared of running out of clothes

scared of street racing

scared of losing friends

scared of losing customers

scared of losing a battle

scared of not receiving love

scared of car breaking down

scared of being irresponsible

scared of gaining weight

scared of getting killed

scared of death in my bed

scared of rollercoasters

scared of earthquakes and tornadoes

scared of lions and tigers

scared of aids

scared of god

scared of dinosaurs

scared of animals

scared of having to identify the body of a dead cousin

scared of getting burned

scared of life

i said that

like shavings of wood

speaking with a lisp

likes sound of this

chinese noodles, chicken strips

like eating rubber grips off pencils

tons of boxes with thick laces and tongues

like strings of yarn

bookmarkers stuck into novels

like wings stuck onto hawks and airplanes